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Well I figured it's about time I post in this thing again. I love my LJ. But anyway, as many of you know, I have returned to Los Angeles to live with my mom. We fight all the time now. Yay. Saturday was my birthday. I got a new cell phone. Yay me. I got a job. I work at American Eagle Outfitters. Woo. Um, that's about it.
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[01 Mar 2005|02:25pm] |
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Bet you never thought you'd hear from me again, eh? Tons of stuff's been going on, none of which I care to write about at the moment.
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[26 Aug 2004|03:10am] |
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Ugh. I hate this layout now. Must change...
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[20 Aug 2004|01:33am] |
New livejournal layout. Not sure if I like it. I guess it's okay... I wanna go see Napoleon Dynamite again. I heart that movie.
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[17 Aug 2004|07:50pm] |
I finally saw Napoleon Dynamite. Best. Movie. Ever. I love Deb. She is so adorable. Napoleon's dance sequence = priceless. I went shopping at Stoneridge mall. I bought 3 really hot shirts, and a hot belt and some earrings. AND I got a free watch from Wet Seal. Woohoo.
Holy crap.... ( YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THE UGLY ) Hot damn indeed. PSYCHE.
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[14 Aug 2004|02:47am] |
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Okay. I'm going to rant about the "scene".
I can't fucking stand all these scenester assholes that look like clones of eachother. "OMG look at my pants they are the sex, i am so hawt like whoa!!11!!!111shiftone!!"
I hate the fucking livejournal "scene" rating communities filled with all of these shallow vapid hypocritical pseudo-intellectuals who all like the same things *coughDONNIEDARKOcough*. Rating communities are just a way for them to validate themselves and have an excuse to call people ugly over the internet to make themselves feel better. They wouldn't have the balls to walk up to someone and call them ugly to their face. "Oh you don't look like an exact copy of everyone else so you're not accepted." Half of the people in the community are ugly anyway. Maybe I'm not a fan of the emaciated heroin addict look. I don't know.
And I hate how all of the sudden liking dinosaurs became cool. DO HALF OF YOU EVEN REALLY LIKE THEM???
I hate all that fake gangsta talk. "Shit nigga imma bust you up...bang bangx like whoa." I swear to god if i see another scene fuck throwing up "blood" or "westside" i will scream.
I hate how going to shows isn't about going to enjoy the music anymore, it has become a fashion show. Do any of these people even like the bands they are going to see? Or are they going to mingle and stand around in their little groups with their cigarettes, showing off their new shoes that are ugly as sin, looking snobbishly up and down at people who don't fit into their twisted little mold of what is cool? Yeah it's so cool to be sXe and a vegan because your friends do it, and pretend to like shitty bands so your friends will think you're cool, and spend 2 hours on your hair, which just ends up looking like you just woke up. I also like how they refer to beating the shit out of people they don't know as dancing. YOU DONT KNOW KUNG-FU. STOP IT. YOU ARE NOT A GOD DAMNED NINJA. What's really funny is that they practice dancing at home in front of the mirror too.
Oh and it's stylish for guys to look more like chicks than the chicks do. Actually the guys and the girls look pretty much the same. It's hard to tell them apart.
"I like bands and movies that are more obscure than the ones you like. I am so fucking elite. I have like 4000 LP's from underground bands that me and only 5 other people know." Ha, get over yourself. Seriously.
It sucks when you have a friend and then they become "scene" and stop liking you because you don't wear the right clothes or listen to the right music. It's not about your personality anymore, it's about your looks and musical taste. All of the sudden they become too good for you, and tell you that liking the Early November is "like, so last year, they are too popular." This thing about it being uncool to like a band that lots of other people like, is really dumb. So is not liking a band because of their other fans. SINCE WHEN HAS A BAND'S FAN BASE DETERMINED WHETHER YOU'RE ALLOWED TO LIKE THEM???? "Oh I can't like (insert band name) anymore because the same people that listen to them also listen to GC."
Now I hate Good Charlotte, but just because some people like Good Charlotte and Brand New doesn't mean Brand New sucks. Get over it people.
In a way, aren't these scenester fucks exactly like those stereotypical asshole jocks and cheerleaders in high school? They won't accept you if you don't wear the right clothes or know the right people. It's madness.
Oh and one more thing.. xxxxOMGZ MYSPACE!!!@#@$#$@#$^&%^xxxx That's all I have to say. Stop with the shitty camera angles. They make my retinas burn. And try taking a picture of your whole face, with no hair in the way.
So in reality, most scene kids are vapid image-obsessed people who lack any real originality whatsoever. At least that's what I have seen.
Dude I like soo xxbring the rawkxx like whoa omgz.
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[13 Aug 2004|05:24pm] |
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Ah, so yesterday was pretty fun. Went bowling with Val and Katie again. Seems to be a Wednesday tradition. I bowled much better this time. Woo! I still suck but I was better than the week before. After that we went back to Val's and watched movies until like 6am. I went to sleep, then woke up and we watched a bootleg copy of The Notebook. I lovelovelove that movie. It's soooo sweet.
So like, I really need new clothes. Badly.
Random facts about myself that I doubt anyone will actually read:
I'm hyper-sensitive. I like Japanese things (street fashion, food, sanrio....but I don't like anime). I hatehateHATE trucker hats on girls. I love to sleep. Music is a passion of mine. I am an only child. I try to please people a little too much. I hated senior year. I can't stand fake people. I hate shallow asshole elitist scenester clone dickfucks. People think I am confident, but I am really the most insecure person and I have sub-zero self esteem. I'm terrified of being an adult. I love to makeout. Half of my family lives in Denmark. I've had the same best friend for 11 years. I'm really really close to my mom, but I still can't tell her certain things. I have a hard time letting go of just about everything, especially feelings. I secretly like to listen to hip hop on occasion. ( I dislike MOST of it though) I love being out at night and asleep during the day. I'm addicted to the internet. I have no desire to visit New York City. I can be a grammar nazi at times. I hate comedies that have rob schneider or people like that in them. I love Bob Marley. I'm a pisces. I love astrology. I love and respect nature. I tend to lie about really dumb things. I love love, but at the same time I am terrified of it. I'm terribly shy unless I feel completely comfortable around someone. Ghettoness gets on my nerves. People have said that I am "too nice" but I don' t know what that means. How is there a such thing as being too nice? I'm a little disorganized. I cry a lot. I've never broken a bone. I want TWO kids maximum. I love California and I never want to leave. I drink a lot of milk. I love foreign films. I'm really moody. I've been to 5 other countries besides the U.S. (Trinidad, Finland, Englad, Denmark, and the Netherlands) I'm too trusting. I get my feelings hurt easily. I want to be an actress. I'm easily annoyed.
Doesn't Paris Hilton look like a coked out chihuahua?
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[11 Aug 2004|12:38am] |
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I am NOT Fefe Dobson. Thank you.
You Know You're From California When... |
The fastest part of your commute is down your driveway.
You were born somewhere else.
You know how to eat an artichoke.
The primary bugs that you worry about are electronic.
Your car has bullet-proof windows.
Left is right and right is wrong.
Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income.
You can't find your other earring because your son is wearing it.
You drive to your neighborhood block party.
Your family tree contains "significant others."
You don't exterminate your roaches, you smoke them.
You see 25 lawyers chasing an ambulance.
More than clothes come out of the closets.
You go to a tanning salon before going to the beach.
More money is spent on facelifts than on diapers.
Smoking in your office is not optional.
You pack shorts and a T-shirt for skiing in the snow, and a sweater and a wetsuit for the beach.
When you can't schedule a meeting because you must "do lunch."
Your children learn to walk in Birkenstocks.
Rainstorms or thunder are the lead story for the local news.
You'll reluctantly miss yoga class to wait for the hot tub repairman.
You consult your horoscope before planning your day.
A glass has been reserved for you at your favorite winery.
All highways into the state say: "no fruits."
All highways out of the state say: "Go back."
The Terminator is your governor
You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?
It's barely sprinkling rain and there's a report on every news station: "STORM WATCH"
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from California.
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Only about half of these are true.
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[09 Aug 2004|10:38pm] |
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K. So I'm back. I've been having a pretty rough week. On Wednesday I went bowling with Val and Katie in Castro Valley. It was fun. I suck at bowling though. Everytime I throw the ball it always rolls to the right instead of straight and goes in the gutter. I was getting all frustrated and I just started throwing it wherever. And to my surprise, if I don't try to hit the pins, I always hit them. I saw Jessica and her friends, they came a while after we did. We left at 12.
This weekend was quite a rough one. I went to Fairfield on Friday to go to Sheila's house. That night we went to go visit her boyfriend. He's doing a lot better. His leg is healing up fine. On Saturday we didn't really do anything. We were supposed to go to San Francisco but her dad was being a dick and wouldn't let her use the car, even though he said he would before. So that pretty much killed the weekend. On Sunday we went to Sacramento and we went to American River. I went in the river up to my waist. The water was colddddddd. Then we left there and went to the mall, which closed like 10 minutes after we got there. Ugh. This weekend sucked. On top of all that, I was fighting with my boyfriend the whole time. He thought I was cheating on him, which I wasn't. Then a whole bunch of other stuff happened, which I won't get into at this time. So yeah, there was A LOT crying and A LOT of drama. You know, sometimes I wish I was someone else. Sometimes I'm tired of being me. It never seems to be good enough to just be myself. I always feel like I need to be someone I'm not, just so people accept me. I mean, I know it's better not to care what other people think, but I guess sometimes I do care. Gahhhh I dunno.
I need a new camera. Buy me one?
One of you biznatches need to take me to go see Napoleon Dynamite. Like now.
Quiz ( dude yr hella gay )
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[04 Aug 2004|06:13pm] |
 YOU ARE MEATWAD -- A little ball of raw hamburger meat, Meatwad is a friendly, optimistic, happy little fellow. He is extremely dumb, however, and often very gullible. He loves dancing, playing with his homemade dolls, and is often chased and injured by Master Shake. Does very little for the Aqua Teens, but he has a good heart.
What 'Aqua Teen Hunger Force' character are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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[02 Aug 2004|07:36pm] |
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K. So I was looking at some of those "scene" rating communities. And I noticed some things. 1. They all look THE FUCKING SAME. 2. They think some of the most unattractive people are "gorgeous". Maybe I'm just not a fan of the anorexic heroin addict look. I don't know. Kbye.
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| ATTN: YOU |
[02 Aug 2004|12:28am] |
Dear everyone on the Ashlee Simpson bandwagon, Shut up about her already. She does not rule. "Omgz d00d she is teh sex!!!!!11one!1" No. She isn't. So shut up.
Thanks to Ami for bringing this to my attention.
New layout. <3
( was bored. took quiz. )
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[30 Jul 2004|08:53pm] |
Okay you know what I hate? I hate how people can like a band a lot....like it will be their favorite band ever..they love 'em sooooo much.....and as soon as more than 100 people like them all of a sudden "Ew (insert band name) sucks. People like them. They're too popular. They were much cooler when they were more underground." (Note: the bands style hasn't changed at all, they're just.....popular....which seems to all of a sudden make them suck) I don't understand this thinking. Why would someone just stop liking a band as soon as more people know about the band other than their close friends? It makes no sense. I think people just wanna feel special knowing something that no one else knows, so they can feel cooler and more elite. One word. STUPID My thinking is if that a band is cool, they're cool no matter how many people like them.
Okay that was my rant. Kbye.
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[25 Jul 2004|01:37am] |
!@##$^^$&$@$%^ Why is it that all of a sudden a lot of stupid things are happening at once?
My dad just found out he has to leave the house by December. I don't know why exactly.
Sheila's boyfriend got into a motorcycle accident. It was a hit and run. He had to be airlifted to UC Davis medical center.
I can't get in touch with her.
Rich isn't talking to me. We got into an arguement. I realize I haven't been the best girlfriend....
Dude what the hell is going on??!?!?@#$#$%$&%^@!!!!
All this in the past 24 hours.
Man I'm so totally overwhelmed.
I have NO ONE to talk to.
This sucks. Royally.
( Stolen from Jessicurrrr )
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[24 Jul 2004|05:21pm] |
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I feel like my entire life is falling apart...
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[15 Jul 2004|02:02pm] |
Funny how i find myself in love with you If i could buy my reasoning I'd pay to lose One half won't do I've asked myself How much do you commit yourself?
It's my life Don't you forget It's my life It never ends
Funny how i blind myself I never knew if i was sometimes played upon Afraid to lose I'd tell myself what good you do Convince myself
It's my life Don't you forget It's my life It never ends
I've asked myself How much do you commit yourself?
It's my life Don't you forget Caught in the crowd It never ends.
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